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Hard Landing

When I started my first academic job at NIE in the 1990s, I remember a conversation with an older colleague on the cusp of retirement. Ageing wasn’t a linear process, he said, but came in sharp steps. For a long time you hardly noticed the transformations that were occurring, and felt that nothing had changed. And then suddenly a series of changes came at once. I’ve felt this sense of

Astronauts

When I left my job at NUS almost nine years ago, I slowly cleared out the books that had accumulated in my office, talking some to the National Library, and using several balikbayan boxes to send the best academic books to colleagues at the University of the Philippines. In both Vancouver and Singapore, we only have one major bookcase, and for a time the shelves of each were relatively bare.

Inner and Outer Worlds

Summer in Vancouver’s a life spent outdoors. For most of June we’ve had perfect weather, and as I begin to write this monthly post solstice has just passed. Even if I wake at five in the morning the sky is well on the way to being light. Sunset’s officially around nine thirty, but the light lingers until after ten. In the West End, the tree canopy is now fully grown,

Past Lives and Present Hopes

I spent most of May in London and on a holiday in Scotland. I flew to the city earlier than my partner to tie together some loose ends in my research on S. Rajaratnam, hoping for new leads but not finding them. I lived in London only four years in the early 1980s, but I’ve returned there regularly over the years. I still know how to get around. In my

Making Porridge

During the last couple of months in Vancouver, as winter’s moved decisively, although not without some backtracking, into spring, I’ve been cooking oats most mornings. During my annual health check-up in Singapore my doctor announced that my cholesterol levels were on the border between healthy and unhealthy, and suggested that I start by modifying my diet. Oats are one easy change to make. There’s art to preparing them, I’ve learned,

Equinox

We’ve just passed the vernal equinox, and days in Vancouver are already longer than nights. In the morning, we are woken by birdsong. After several false starts, spring is now firmly with us. Cherry blossoms are blooming, especially the later varieties, the dazzling white Akebono with just a hint of pink, and then buds gathering on Kazans, green with deep pink tips. Ducks and geese are pairing up. Eagles, too,

Stories of Selves

The rhythm of writing a monthly blog post often means that I skip over important events in my life. Last month, I wrote my post before departing on my mini book tour to launch the second edition of my short story collection Heaven Has Eyes. I thought that I’d write about it this month, but as I begin now the trip already seems firmly in the past. We dodged a snowstorm

Fog In Winter

At some time each winter, fog descends on Vancouver. In the West End, you walk out to blue sky and only a wisp of cloud, only for the mist to catch up with you on the street before you reach English Bay. Burrard Inlet shimmers with a patch of sunlight. Kitsilano and Point Grey loom out of the mist, only their trees visible, the suburbs seeming to have shed their

Exhibitions and the Stories they Tell

I’m preparing for the last of the transitions that have marked this year for me.  I’m beginning writing this post in the early morning in our Bukit Gombak HDB flat. It’s not yet light, and the housing estate is just beginning to stir into life. The MRT has started up, and lights are beginning to come on in the flats across the playground from us. By the time that I

Reading, Rewriting and Rediscovery

I’m back in Singapore again in this peripatetic year in which residency requirements have sent me back and forth across the Pacific. After a few weeks, as always, it seems as though I’ve never been away. Our HDB estate has gone through repainting, and our block has been transformed from a palette of greys, creams and browns to a bolder series of blues. Beyond that, little has changed: the hill